I know how it goes cause I've been like that before.
When you are mad at everything and everyone because things aren't going your way.
You don't feel appreciated
you want recognition but you can't get any of that,
and deep down you know you probably don't deserve it if you did get it.
So you want to watch everything else burn, everyone else fail - even if it doesn't make you succeed.
at least you can get revenge or bring everyone else down.
You don't even have to do anything either, cause your energy you put out does it
that's why they call it cursing, its magical in a way,
when that deep and intense amount of negativity is so intense that it effects things even though
not a single word is said,
not a single action is taken,
and that is part of what is so satisfying and easy about it, you don't even have to try
You don't have to lift a finger,
and nobody can even blame you,
and you can't even blame yourself or feel any guilt, because it just happens on its own.
You just sit back and watch it happen
and you enjoy it, watching things crumble.

That is real shit.
If you never felt that way then you're fucking weird....
it isn't just a certain type of person that feels that way, its a universal thing.
its such a universal thing that it really determines the course of history a lot of times,
it determines politics and economics and everything, these little curses
hate magic curses